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It's All in My Head
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On here you will find cats, hot guys, hot guys with cats, more cats moustaches, tattoos, piercings, sexy girls, shoes, art, bright stuff, things that I miss from Thailand, and other stuff that amuses me. And did I mention moustaches?

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I need a fucking bodyguard.

I’m terrified. I may be paranoid, but I’m fairly certain that this guy isn’t bluffing.

He’s out to get me and fuck up my life. And he’s not going to stop until I’m dead. First he’ll get rid of me, then go to my family and tell them that I’m a horrible person. I was never to be trusted. I should have died after my first breath. 

I’m probably crazy, but after what he’s already done, and the fact that he won’t stop calling me, that he won’t leave me the fuck alone is really scaring me to shit.

I have no idea what he looks like. I only know him by his voice. So I won’t even know it’s him until he makes his move or he opens his mouth.

I’m absolutely terrified.

My friends tell me to get rid of his adds on Skype, MSN and all that bullshit, but just deleting them won’t make the fear go away. And it won’t make him go away.

I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to go to. He says he’s close by. But I don’t know if he’s bluffing or not. I don’t know if he isn’t really back home just trying to scare me or if he really is nearby. I can’t be certain.

And that’s what scares me. I can’t call the police because I can’t tell them there’s a guy threatening to kill me online. What would I tell them when they start asking questions?

Where is he? I don’t know. How do you know him? I met him online. What does he look like? I have no fucking clue.

I’m already a little insane. I’m going to therapy next week. But that fear won’t go away. He keeps calling me. Leaving me voicemail telling me he’s going to fuck up my life like I fucked up his.

Rejection doesn’t kill someone. And it should NOT make you want to give up on everything all together. But I’m still scared.

I don’t know what to do…

Posted on 16 October
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